Sunday, March 22, 2009

My bones ache.

I wish you could see how precious you are,
And how they're the ones who aren't good enough.
I wish you would realize something;
Anyone who doesn't completely love you is insane.

As a friend or otherwise.

And even if it isn't in the way that you so desperately seek,
And though you seek that from someone else,
I would think that the fact that I very much love you
And all that you do and say and think
Could make you happy.

I know things are hard right now.
I know as an adolescent all you want is some dramatic romance.
But I also know that I could feel that way someday.
I know I’ll probably need your support and your friendship when I’m lovesick.
But I know that even your voice is enough to make me smile, no matter what.


....I wish it was enough for you. But these screaming inadequacies cut deeply, and I’m ready to give up.

No comments: